miss euu bibi...

yeehuu... ps... neglected my blog for few days... XD
days? mayb a week ba..
my baby darling bak from sabah yesterday nite... XD
and we do hang out on today... hehe..
today... 8am... went to fetch my bibi at ktm...
den we go to my house slack a while... till 11am...
den we head on the Sunway Piramid... lol...
seems i oways go piramid hor... o.o
reached at there...
both of us hungry norhx...
den we walked for 2 round at piramid one to piramid two..
dunno wad to eat... hehehe...XD
den at last say go eat at Gasoline...
but half way walked... bibi say...
go sushi king la...
i like... zzz... ok lor...
den we both eat till sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo full xia...
n we notice sumthing when we pay bills...
*grins* 13th to 16th of april... sushi kings got offer... XDXD... *winks*
can go eat... hehehe... all the plates no matter wad color also 2BUCKS OLI! XD
den we went for a walk at piramid...
go to hello planet... at asian avenue...
bibi brought a moody bear... XD
cute le tat bear... hehehe...
anything narhx... sorry bi... i captured ur moody bear pic w/o askin u... XD
kekeke...
after that... went to eat yokomon ice cream... XD..
delicious *yumyum* XDXD

that's for all today...

the pic of the day...^^


bibi n me at sushi king^^


the moody bear bibi buy derhx..^^

that's all the picta of the day^^

>.< sweet day i gort here...^^

today early in da morning... it's raining... LOL...
heavy rain...
as usual... friday... typo class...
zzz...
reach college very early today... bout 6.30am..
den msg my bibi...

eileen : morning bibi >.<
tongjuns : morning baby ps yest slept jor XD
eileen : guess out d norh... bi kful later wangsa here rain heavily ohx
tongjuns : ok ok i will de hehe muax baby XD

seriously... he's SWEET! >.<

den continue wit my story...
my bi should have basketball match today... but.. it's cancel... cuz raining.. zzz..
and he waited me since at 8am till 11.30am for my class to finish eh...

conver again...

tongjuns : Bi guess wad im in front of your college now haha XD
eileen : o.o? really? so fast eh bi...
tongjuns : see your college how de ma XD
eileen : my college balia de... zzz
tongjuns : bibi ur college so cute eh.. orange color de...

i like O.O cute???
but its really orange color.. hahaha...

den bibi wait me at downstairs till i finish class norh..
sooo SWEET eh him..
muarks muarks darling... love euu erh...^^
den i ended class...
driving home 1st..
den hang out at my home a while cuz i wanna put my lappy...
hate bringing lappy for shopping... disturbing... =.='
and i gave bibi the string tat i post the day b4...
n he love it... XD
n i love it too... XD
den we both go to The Mines again norh...
go eat at 1 vietnamese restaurant... not bad... and... im forget to capture pic.. =.= psps.. forget jor...
den we went for walk walk...
XD
n we ate berry yogurt too... hehehe...
act, the taste okok oli eh... not super tasty and delicious... kinda dissapointed on it norhx... T.T
cuz we both tot it will be very very tasty norhx...
erm... after for a short walk at there...
my daddi3 calling...

daddi3 : girl, wad time u bak.. n where r u?
eileen : soon soon... now at mines wit juns...
daddi3 : o.o? i tot u say go sunway...
eileen : (=.=') err... no la... mines oli la.. later i bak...
daddi3 : okay... kful...
eileen : oo... =.='

daddi3 calling... sienz... den bi also need to bak home to take care of his sista... cuz his marmi3 went to sabah to find his daddi3...
and sadly... bi need to go sabah next thurs till sunday... T.T
unable to meet him next weeks...
haix...
but baby promised to SKYPE... XD
muarks... love euu bibi...^^

den we go home norhx after have short walk...
i sent bibi to serdang KTM...
and tat time when he left he looked bak to me few times...
feel sooo desperate... cuz so long bo meet jor... den now meet also awhile oli... T.T
erm... nvm barhx...

den after tat i drove home...
when i reached home... i like ZZZZZ!!!!!!!
what is this...
no ppl at home...
mom n dad went to sunway... find my cousin bro... zzz...
SWT de!!!
den i sms`ing wit bibi norh...

that's all fer today oo...
and i do camwhoring yesterday noon... XD
lets see my picta...^^


3pic combined together~^^


a random pic of min3 =3
bibi like it so much... hahaha... ^^

i do hate myself sumtimes.... haix...

today... after helping mom morning den bout 4pm i reached home...
den waiting for my baby msg me.. cuz he was doin his project...
at last he msg me... he reached home....
we did chatted a lot... and i do crying for few times le seriously dunno why suddenly cry out derhs... (sry bi... i really dunno why im crying)
bi... i understand for wad you trying to do now...
you wan us de future being well...
i do trust you...
i really hope tat this coming 1 year plus end earlier barhs...
whenever i get emo`ing... im sorry...
i'll try my best to get in this coming life...
i noe you also very sad for all this...
we really need to go through this together barhs...
bibi... dun worry bout me... im ok...
i'm always ok after sumtimes...
baby... i love you enough to fight for you...
compromise for you and even sacrifice myself for you if need be...
im enough to miss you when we're apart, no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance, im truly believe in pir re;atopnship to stand by it through the worst times.
i have faith in our strenght as a couple and i'll never give up on you bi...
i wanna spend the rest of my life with you,
be there for you when you need or want me and never,
ever want to leave you or live without you baby...
bi, i love you as much as you did..
and i say it i mean it like you did...
as wad u promise...
i hope our dreams will really come true one day bi...
and i remember for wad i had promises you...
im sorry whenever im annoying you...
haix...
i may not see you often as i like bi...
i may not to lay in your arms every day or night for now...
but deep in my heart...
i truly know you r the one that i love...
and cant never let go..
at least we still can meet once in a week...
that's really enough for me...
cuz i really noe that you try your best to fulfill me darling...
im sorry if i ever put pressure on you bi...
i noe that if u can you'll be with me everyday n night...
but there r some reason tat made you cant...
i noe tat even you din tell me sumtimes...
and sumtimes i do noe you r hiding something from me...
but it's ok... infact you dun wan me to worry and sad...
tat's all for today barhs...
im really headaching...
im think too much...
bi.. remember this... i always love you no matter how...
do love you like wad i do always or you did...
muarks...
nites guys...

bi...

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miss the way you hugs me... *huggi3s*


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boring day...

2days bo blogging jor ler...
and...
today... nothing special happened.. jz as usual...
waked up at 5.30am den get ready to college...
drove to college at 6.00am.. (sound crazy rite?)
den reach at 6.45am... sienz... hate 8.30am class..
hey dasein can u be more normal ma? zzz
den i take a short nap in my car... till 8.00am awake...
use 30minutes to have my breakfast at hungrry cafe...
after that went to class...
n...
i jz can say OMG! wth... the layout i do Angel doesnt prove it at all...
and i realize.. she doesnt like black background...
she say 'cant breath... no breathing space...' i like zzz... again...
den overall change everything...
i need to GAMBATTE lor... T.T
even the I LOVE YOU project also havent done le...
haix...
act, im bored of this time de xtra class...
too bored....
perspective class, figure sketching, typo workshop...
this 3 classes were zzz....
and.. next week result release... WTF lor...
haix... scare scare oo...
i think the lowest grade is the Cultural Study ba...
cuz got a NOOB N SON OF ***** members...
really menyusahkan saja...
guys... next time really needa choose rite partners... if not the result will same wit me... T.T sad sia... haix...
and... no need to treat ppl so good de la...
cuz ppl wont treasure wad u have helped them...
bak kata perpatah 'seperti kacang melupakan kulit'...
f*** la...
haix...
today wanna post bak last tues i brought de things norh...
act, i went to pasar malam wit my Baby Eve... XD
and we do talk a lot of craps... this n tat...
haha... act, asked Baby Munwhye out... but she cant... cuz of her presentation on the next day and she need to get ready for it...
nvm... forget bout her.. cuz she oways cannot out de la... haix...
ask her out = bo ask de...
either her mom dun let or she busy de... sienz...
i brought 3 pairs of earing lor... XD
same patterns but different color.. keke...
XD
here there are...


(white, yellow and purple`ish)

and i brought 2 those hang phone de... BABY MILO... XD
planning one gv to bibi... XD
hope he like it ba....


(one black n one white) planning giving bi black de.. cuz his phone black color.. o,o
cute hor tat BabY mILo

and i do brought a jacket online... and i'll get it on MOnday... XD
yee huu... XD... nice le tat jacket...
monday i got new post ba... for tat jacket...


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haix... bi, i do
MyNiceSpace.com soooooooooooooooooo much eh....
need wait till friday oli can meet euu... T.T
cuz euu having exam now... T,T
bibi jyjy for ur examination k...
i wait fer euu...
time passing by very fast...
hope to see euu soon bi...
love euu...
muarks...
nites all... tat's all fer today ya...
now was 11.55pm le... and my baby is oink`ing jor...
so do i...
need to sleep le... ^^

bibi...

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muarks... nites

wee teee...

now is 5th of March... n... now was 12.03am...
and im blogging... XD... hahahas...
wee teee... i brought few pairs of shoes and heels... keke...
my 3pairs of it was brought from jusco...
here's the picta... XD


this is one of it.. blueish heels.. XD its Nautini shoes.. kinda nice1... XD


this 1 is hawkers... it's cute... XD... cuz of the white ribbon.. n i do like it very much eh... XD


aha... this is the last pair.. blink blink... XD seems i doesnt have any pair of this kind of shoes... so... i brought it.. XD

and yest went to Sunway Piramid wit baby darling... we planned to watch movie but then at last we dint...
and we went for shopping.. and we like OMG! Sunway Piramid seems like having sales le.. ZZZ! but sadly we doesnt noe it at 1st...
n my baby darling is die`ing for EX shop cuz it was 50% discount! wth is tat...
so we planned to go on next fri again... hope the sales havent ended barhs...
between tat... im glad i brought a pair of heels again... XD


it's seems so elegant sia... so i brought it... it's from nose...
and LADIES! Sunway Piramid Nose is having sales now! go grab those nice heels.. XD

i do love heels...
lets see my conver wit my darling...

eileen: bi, act hor, i brought few pairs of shoes(heels) wit mom jor le...
tongjuns: bi... u crazy de... buy so many shoes...
eileen: nice ma... and cheap also le.. den buy lor...
tongjuns: bi u really crazy lor...
this is means i really love shoes or HEELS!

another conver at NOSE

eileen: bi, which1 nicer?
tongjuns: as u like lor...
eileen: this1.. (try one blue`ish heels.. doesnt really suit me)-silent...
tongjuns: (silent... keep looking at the mirror to see his hair)
eileen: (found another shoes) bi... this1 le?
tongjuns: this1 nice.. XD like this mar nice lor... cover all the toes...
this shoes my darling doesnt like those heels that saw toes.... =.='

that's all for today... and now was 12.22am...
really need to sleep le...
tomorrow class on 8.30 but then need wake at 5.30... =.='
nites all... XD

bi... iloveyou... and i do miss you very much right now!
and good luck for ur history paper tomorrow...
i'll pray for u yea.. muarks...


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muarks baby....

sometimes when we touch....

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

just for you bi...

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miss u oways...

Tagged by Emilia

Those who have been tagged must write their answer on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Those people who were tagged must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this tag by sending it to other people.

1. Name the person you want to tag
emilia, jeff, william, pohmien, samantha

2. Carrot or Broccoli
Broccoli

3. Masculinity or sissy
Masculinity

4. Goth or punk
punk

5. Soccer or basketball
Basketball

6. Favorite actor/actresses
non3~

7. What do you say to a person who spread rumours about you without any reason?
WTF!

8. Ever took nude photos?
No wor

9. Leather shoe or snickers
snickers

10. Long Distance love?
yea currently...

11. Internet love?
no

12. Online dating?
haha... b4this but now rl... XD

13. Tell us your dream last night?
tired like hell... bo dream la weh...

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
OF CUZ I DO!

15. Who then?
son of b****

16. The last person you had a beer with?
beer? erm... eve??

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
♥ baby darling... *wink* ♥

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
♥ baby darling too... XD ♥

19. The last person you hugged?
♥ MY BIBI! *huggi3s* =3

20. The last person you slapped?
erm... dunno... i think i never slapped any1 for recently...

21. In the last week, have you kissed someone?
yeah... =3

22. Do you rather do exercise or babysit?
exercise

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
live happily ever after wit the1 i love...

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
every where! XD

25. Are you old fashioned?
I dun think so... XD

26. Are you a freak or a Geek?
both barhs.. haha

27. Are you a slut, bitch/bastard or whore?
=.='

28. Five things that scare me :
no idea bout this.. XD

29. 4 songs playing in my head lately:
xiao jiu wo - JJ n ahsa
PK - fish leong n Gary
ai lai de gang hao
before i fall in love - coco lee


30. Ghost, Zombie, Witch, Wizard, Mermaid, Vampire, or Werewolf?
mermaid!!! XD

he did this... ^^

random pic of (me kissing bi...)



♥ touch my waist
♥ actually talk to me
♥ share secrets with me
♥ kiss me slowly
im remembering this bibi...
♥ hug me
♥ hold me
♥ laugh with me
♥ hangout with me and my friends together.
♥ smile with me
♥ take pictures with me
♥ pull me onto your lap
♥ when i said i loves you more, u deny it... and u fight back it makes me feel im loved...
♥ oways hug me and say I love you whenever you see me
♥ kiss me unexpectedly
♥ u hug me from behind around the waist
♥ u tell me im your everything ♥
♥ u text message in the morning and tell me have a good day and how much you miss me
♥ u hold me close when im in cold so i can hold you too.
♥ when you are alone u hold me close and kiss me
♥ u kiss me on the cheek
♥ while in the movies, put your arm around me and tilt my chin up and kiss me lightly
♥ when people diss me u would stand up for me
♥ u look deep into my eyes and tell me you love me
♥ when we walking next to each other u oways grab my hand ♥
♥ when you hug me, u hold me in your arms as long as possible oways
♥ u oways Comfort me when i cries
♥ u oways remind me how much you love me ♥
♥ thanks for everything bi...
♥ although we always argue for silly things especially me.. stupid1.. always make euu emo`ing..
♥ sorry bi...
♥ i love you ♥


♥ im glad that i found u bi...♥
♥ love u oways now and ever ♥
♥ thanks God i found u ♥

nothing much fer today.. cuz whole day were busy for everything^^
nites all... muarks..



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